I think that I would have to say that I would deffinatly call my grandfather. Because I love him so much. I would apologize for everything and anything that I had ever done that made him sad or upset him. I would tell him that I love him more than anything in this world and that I will be waiting for him on the other side.

So okay I know that I should update this thing when something happens. But I just get so sidetracked and busy that I never get around to it until like 3 days afterwards. Anyways lets say this I totaled the back end of my car. It's still drivable but it just looks like a P.O.S. I accidentally ran into the front end of a dump truck because I couldn't see it when I was backing out. I am such a klutz.

Ne ways I took my third test in math and I failed. I don n't get it I can do everything when I am working on my homework but then when I get to the test I don't know what happens. It sucks


Well I gotta go for now. My grandparents are up at the hospital visiting my great grandma and I have to clean house before they come home. Yippy skippy!

-Cassie

So me and my friend Hannah decide to hang out together. Well I should have known that I was in for a wild and crazy night. Me, her, Lindsay, and Brit all decide to go to Uncle Buck's (which is our local strip club) before we decide to do this though we down a fifth of R&R. So we are pretty shit faced before we go into the club. They card us of course and the owner Ken said don't drink....Well the little back corner that we were in was the perfect place too get trashed. We drank all night until the bar closed. Then we have to go and drop Lindsay off at her house out in Flint. We were listening to some Rap song that kept saying "My Duggy". So Brittany gets the ingenious idea to roll down her window and yell out to this guy, who just happened to be black, and ask him if he knows what "my duggy means". He shook his head no and then Brittany replies, "You're a black guy and you don't know what my duggy means??" Well get down to the next intersection and we no sooner make a left hand turn then we get pulled over. The guy that Brittany had talked to at the last intersection just happened to be either a.) an off duty police officer or b.) and undercover cop, because not only were the police officers in uniform were there but also the black guy that we encountered not even five minutes before. He's laughing about it but he wanted to see if Kals (the D.D. for the night) was drinking. They let us off scotch free. But luckily Lindsay wasn't in the car at that time or I would have had a longer story to tell. :]]

Well I haven't had a LJ in forever so I decided to give it another shot.

Well I started dating Jon this past Saturday and he's absolutely amazing. We instantly hit it off. We are so much a like that it is unreal. But then there is Charlie still that I have been madly in love with since 2005 and I just don't know what to do. With Charlie it is so  complicated. Yeah I mean I love him but I have so much work that I have to do with myself before he will even consider dating me. I have to go to rehab and so much other stuff. Then there is Jon where he accepts me for who I am and doesn't care what I do. I mean I feel bad for the fact that I am in lust with Jon but I am in LOVE with Charlie. I just don't want to have that guilty feeling that I am leading Jon on but yet I don't want to loose Jon either. I hate how your heart plays tricks on you it just frustrates me and makes me sad.

I went to school yesterday and I finally passed my chapter 2 test and so now I have to play catch up to get back on to schedule because that damn test review that I had to do in order to retake that test set me back about 10 days. Grrr and a half.

My great grandma is still in the hospital and I don't know when she is going to get home. I wanted to go to the hospital today to see her but my grandparents didn't go to the hospital. I am afraid that she isn't going to make much longer. Since my great grandfather passed away in October she has just been going down hill. My uncle keeps saying to me that I don't care about anything about money. But I will introduce the general population to my grandparents and uncle later.

Well I need to go to bed I have to get up early for a drs. appt.

Talk to you all later!